Safe journey..my friend~

It has been more than 3 months since last i updated my blog..yea..i know it's really a long time..but see..time flies..now i've done with my finals and more importantly my 3 months holidays has started now!!haha..kind of pleased after so much of tension and stress..=)
Well..a friend of mine is gonna fly to UK later at 11.40pm..partially i'm writing this for him too..which he can only read this later when he has settled down there i think..feeling so badly that i couldnt make it to go back on time to farewell for him before his flight..i think the last time we met was around almost 2 months ago..in a normal yam cha outing..i expected that his flight should be on like 1st week of october so that i still can make it back home before that time..but sadly..when i was told by him he'll be flying on 30th sept..honestly..i felt kinda down..like this moment i'm writing this..
Okay..enough for the emo part..lol..there's something much more precious to mention it here..which is the nice memory we had together..actually..i knew him in primary school..erm..jz know his existence..haha..but then in form 1..i saw this familiar guy was in same class with me..and a few others too..that was the time we really started to know each other..i was once sitting right behind him..and during a science period..the teacher tested us see how long we could hold our breath..and this guy..i think could do that around 30 sec..haha..i know this is jz a very very small thing..(i dont think you remember this too)..haha..jz wonder why it is kept in my mind till now..
Chess club..it was the thing that linked us together even closer..he is a smart guy and quick learner..kinda being excellent in board games or some IQ stuffs..i couldnt forget the moment we were waiting for the announcement of the chess competition result in UM..we were sitting together..feeling hopelessly..but nervous at the same time..but..when we heard that our school was being announced for the best school award winners..the joy and delight..really couldnt be described in words..and that was the 1st chess competition award we won together..
After that..as a president of chess club..i could see that you had a BIG challenge on every friday after class..taking keys from the teacher to open the store..taking out adequate chess pieces and boards..by the way..the BIG challenge mentioned are none of these..it was when we heard..some voices softly from somewhere.."see wen ar..come come.."..and noticed the "cute" hand waving at him from somewhere nearby us..LOL..that was the interesting part..you are the one who faced her everytime..until we called her as your kai ma..simon and i were always pretending not hearing it..walking away quickily or playing chess at the corner quietly ignoring the "cute" voice..kinda pity actually but we were also helpless..hahaha..xD
Life after secondary school..you went to singapore junior college..seldom met up with you since both of us were like quite busy and distance apart..but after you've done with your junior college studies..we did meet up quite often..that time our activity was no longer playing chess..but dota..badminton..yam cha..poker cards..and few unforgettable ambushes that we made successfully to your house at 12am..haha..quite fun huh..playing cards till 3 something in the morning..lol..yea..after that when friends were leaving hometown one by one to study oversea..or some overbridge..haha..we could only like make it to normal yam cha..chit-chatting..gossiping sometimes..lol..but the fun we had was never lesser than before..and also..sitting at mamak till late at night..watching the uefa final at jong yi's house..all these are really the nice memories we had together..i'll really miss them and of course you and looking forward for the next time in the future..i know it'll come..jz that not so soon..
Friend..enjoy your uni life at oversea..UK looks to be a nice place for me..hope you can really have fun and pursue your studies well..not forgetting to travel around and experience new stuffs there..if i can..if it is possible..i hope to be there one day too..after my degree..haha..sounds so long time from now..but really..i'm not joking..=)
Take care friend..keep in touch too..we'll really miss you..dont be sad if your kai ma(s) never farewell for you..they are jz keeping it silently inside their hearts..lol..bye..my friend..=)

Mixed feelings..=_+

Today is already the last day of class for week 2 this semester..well..certain feelings do mix in my mind..by the way..this will be my 2nd english post..haha..

Mixed feelings..negative ones..down..tired..lazy..emo..this whole week..i never even woke up on time for class..if class at 9..woke up 8.30..if class at 8..woke up 7.30..by the time reached the lecture hall..already late around 15 to 30 mins..not that i didnt wanna wake up at time i supposed to..i didnt stay up late too..mostly around 12 i already on the bed..at least for this week..jz that i feel so tired..both mentally and physically..jz hope to sleep till anytime i want..lazy..this is only week 2..and guess what..i had already skipped few classes..firstly..pengajian malaysia..so sorry..boredom does really kill me in that kinda class..started with kesultanan melayu melaka thingy..omg..those are form 1 stuffs..secondly..fluid mechanics I..wonder why that professor keeps reading the slides even without missing a single word..anyhow..i'll try to attend these classes..try to cope with them..only have to for this semester..today..jz got loads of lecture notes and tutorials..and honestly..till now..already 2 weeks..i've no idea about certain subjects still..i think it's all enough..enough for now..this situation is gonna change soon..

So what about the positive ones..happy..relieved..looking forward something..feel relieved..cos finally it's weekend..dont have to force myself to wake up so early..should be able to have enough rest to replenish my energy..i also not sure my energy lost to where..relieved too cos finally got the lecture notes so that i can start studying and doing tutorials since much easier compared to staring the notes in my laptop..yea..i admit..the subjects i'm taking really freak me out by certain standard of difficulty..can be even no idea after listening to lecturer's explanation..but..there is always a but..i'll really put in more efforts this time..since i already missed my target last semester..there are a lot a lot more things to study compared to last time..but..i'm not afraid to face it..jz that..i want..or dont want..well..there is something i'm kinda looking forward to also..firstly..next friday..there will be a farewell gathering for my friend who will be going usm by the end of this month..can meet up with those sun yous once again..haha..it's always happy being with them..secondly..one of my australia friends is coming back this july..for around one month..well..can only meet up with him during weekends i guess..since i have no holidays that time..kinda long time never meet up with him already..but will never forget what we had done during my last year's three months holidays..haha..

yea..no photos for this post again..lol..will try to upload the 2 days 1 night malacca trip photos by these few days..jz give me some time..so..thats the end of week 2..week 3 coming soon..gonna be more hectic..well..face it with courage..^^

Redang Island Trip..^^

Haha..think this will be my 1st post in english for my blog here..why?dont know..jz feel like writing in english then write lo..since today quite emo..lol..well..someone has rushed me for the photos in redang to be posted in my blog..so this post will be it..before that of course have to give credit to the photographer Mr.Eng..cos he had brought a camera which can take underwater scenes..which had taken many nice photos as you will see later..so..let's go!!

We arrived at Kuala Terengganu bus station around 5am..i was sleepless along the journey..T_T..we were actually waiting for the travel agency ppl to come and meet us..

my hair looked so messy that time..haha..but messier for this moment..

behind was the adik-beradik bus..jz took for fun..

yea..this our agency for this trip..redang reef..that's the place we would be staying..

having breakfast nearby there before going to the jetty..couldnt forget how small is the portion of the food there..=.=

in the van going jetty..see what i doing..actually started to get flu that time..which turned out to be even worse later..><

these are the marine park tickets for8 of us..

haha..found 'jackie chan' in nearby the jetty there..believe it?lol..

in the so called ferry to the island..took more than an hour..it was freezing cold inside..wonder why..

the island is jz there!!!

the water was jz so nice..greenish blue color..

finally..we were on the island itself!!!

yea..we stayed in redang reef resort..

5 of us bought the same kinda pants in times square few days before the trip..nice yea..=)

this is the person in charge of the resort..mr.phua..

listening his briefing..he is kinda friendly?lol..

view from our resort..see behind there..

have a closer look..thats the laguna resort..rated 4 star if not mistaken..

hmm..have a brief outside look on the room we were staying..

this fella jz couldnt wait to play water le..

view of the sea at the beach jz outside our rooms..

see how clear the water is?:)

snorkelling time!!not yet la..here jz practise practise only..by the way..the right one is me..haha..

group photo of wearing goggles and life jackets..

small little fishy found in big group..

photo again..haha..

found a sea cucumber!!pity it..it was being played by us..hahaha..

okay..now really went for the 1st snorkelling in marine park..dont worry..we have 'life guard'(my coursemates will know the meaning..=D) here with us..haha..my hair looked a bit 'girly'..lol..

the other group..without 'life guard'..lol..

underwater view..everytime jz watched on tv..here we really experienced it..i felt amazed to see it with my own eyes..=)

hey..this is me la..look funny i know..haha..

fishy fishy..

trying to ask the fishy..come come..

part of the corals in the sea..

the middle one is me i guess..haha..cant recognize..

this fella coming towards..

dont look down on fishy le..see..they can pose for photo taking as well..haha..

a colorful one..

wa..a large group of different specieses of the fishy..

night time..[vodka(around 40% alcohol..T_T)+fuit juice]+groundnuts+kuaci..ahem..photos below jz keep to yourself enough okay?lol..

haha..after drinking 3 cups of the mixture..could see stars around me already..haha..

not bad har..still could pose for photo..

could go kacau ppl taking photo also..haha..after that i straight went back to sleep..really couldnt take it anymore..felt so dizzy..plus i never sleep for one whole day..they dancing..i sleeping..lol..

2nd day of snorkelling..this time have to climb up the fishing boat ourselves..eh..i was climbing..see..haha..

jz looked so different without wearing specs..

this time we found a big big rock or some kinda coral..

and colorful thingy on it..

not jz one or two..there's a lot!

if i never tell you these colorful thingy are undersea..would you know it by jz looking at it?really nice photo..

a lot fishy came around us..cos we brought some bread this time..smart already..haha..

a closer look on the fish..

have you seen sea monster before?i guess..here to introduce it to everyone..hahahaha..xD

this one..err..action undersea?lol..and the behind one was me..haha..

jumping down from the boat..honestly..i felt scared le..

but at the end jumped down also la..haha..

this is actually the 3rd time snorkelling..but never took much photos already since many stuffs are jz almost the same..feeding the fish with bread in this photo..

nemo nemo..cute nemo and the 'cute' grassy coral..keep moving de..

okay okay..no more for the snorkelling part..someone must be wondering what else there and how the beach looked like..why i put this photo le??cos got me inside ma..haha..

hmm..rows of long chairs..have the beach feel le..lol..

here come the jack sparrow and the ugly octopus..which pair you like the most?choose properly(impossible face dark while hand plain)..lol..haha..

these three are actually the actors in the "summer mo mo tea"(direct translation..=P)..who are michael wong..richie ren..and ah niu..

haha..look nice..

again..dark face..not match le..lol..

this is where the movie took place last time..

weird posing..

they do have some kinda affair?lol..

look up..look down..

haha..little squirrel we found on the tree in front our rooms..gave it kuaci to eat..

see..it was biting it..looked cute..

'sand jumping' time..hahaha..

walking back for dinner..hungry lo..jumped so much..

this was actually taken on the 2nd day evening..after playing volleyball..both my arms were painful after showing the power of hitting the ball strongly..haha..dai sei..lol..

photo taken on the cliff nearby our beach..

i guess you can see how racist we are..hahaha..

enjoying the breeze and the view..

nice evening scene..

time flies..this was taken on the morning before we left the island..'long neck more more'..lol..

this is jz so nice looking scenery..

playing this kinda thing pulak..haha..i was the tick..

pointing at the 'diving centre' sign board..

scene from the beach..

group photo on the bridge connecting to our resort..

now it's the redang reef board..

going back KT by speed boat lo..

can see how strong the wind was..or should i say how fast the boat going..

hey..thanks to our 'life guard' or pronounced as "life gourd"..haha..see his uniform..even has a logo on it..we are jz so proud of you!!!LOL..

finally..back to the KT jetty..

What i can say is..a wonderful experience for me..although i felt sick on the 1st day..but yet i enjoyed it as much as i could..haha..(hey mates..dont blame me for never dance that time..i was really drunk..haha..)..jz a nice and unforgettable trip..yes! ^^

明天就开学了，上课去吧!!!
^^

结束。开始。。。

待会儿，就要回去了，一个自己应该回到的地方，一个自己重新开始的地方。这个假期的结束，意味着大学第二年第二个学期的开始，时间过得好快。现在朋友们都忙着上大学的事情，让我回想到当初刚上吉隆坡准备先修班的情景，感受到当时的心情，让人怀念，也不会忘记。看，现在剩下两年半的时间就毕业拿到学士学位了，以后的路，读完这课程再说，因为知道世事难料的，可能就出来工作了，又可能到外国深造去。

这个假期，休息也休息够了，但是又觉得不过瘾。偏偏每次我要开学的时候多数朋友都开始得空；而有时偏偏我假期的时候，每个都忙得很，唉，还是认命吧，只希望下次回来还有机会聚一聚。想到过多几个小时就要回到那地方，真的很厌倦，又要开始我的“一人生活”了，哈哈，除了在学校上课和有时出门以外。想到明天就要开课，心里又想该怎么开始，该怎么去应付，看那时间表并不令自己满意，有时一堂课与另一堂课之间的空闲时间太长，大约三四个小时的，好令人纳闷的安排。但是另一方面，星期六没上课咯，还有目前看的星期五只上课到三点，该知足了，算好了啦。

哈哈，在我还没忘记前，那热浪岛的照片，希望能尽快从朋友那里拿到，再一起上载来这里吧，真不好意思，又久等了。新的学期，真的真的希望，自己能再努力些。也许，当每个人都在休息睡觉的时候，自己埋头苦读做练习，才是自己最好最合适的成功关键。努力多一些吧，为了让自己有好一些的将来。

砰砰。。砰砰。。

心跳不禁地加速，进入了该网站，登入了该户口，慢慢地，按着按着，到了该到的网页。慢慢地拉下，拉着拉着，到了最重要的部分，一行一行地往下看，先看到的：名字，学生证号码，科系，然后就是空白的一行。只到接下来要看的东西，应该也不是什么好的，但是事实总归事实，要去接受的，提起勇气，再往下拉。一行一行的看，到了尾端。心跳回复正常，头脑也清醒了，正如所料，成绩并不是很理想，但是总成绩进步了大约0.01分，也没什么好高兴的吧。果然最后两张考试把我给害了，大多同班朋友相信也一样。是考试题目太难?是不够时间去做，去准备?还是没有用心去准备??对了，没用心去准备，知道为什么吗?因为过于信赖讲师了，相信这一点我们都了解吧，尤其是最后一科，说什么只读四个练习就能去应付考试，相信他咯，因为已问了他超过一次。到最后叻?真正考试只有那微不足道的部分是关于那四题练习的，简直就是被玩惨了!我已经是不幸中的大幸，那科不需重考，要的话也是不可以。总之，得到的教训，就是别那么轻易相信讲师的话，念完整本书，才是最有保障的。现在还在假期，朋友们，开心点吧，等到开学了，就不能休息了!

(“扮猪”，还有几个学期，我不会放过你的，你等着瞧吧!!!)

哈，好久没更新部落格了，其实上个星期二就考完试了，然后到朋友家住住玩玩几天，过后就到热浪岛去玩了啊，昨晚才回到这里。嗯，到底是个怎样的旅程呢?等我回到家了就会在这里上载一些照片了。假期只到三十一日，六月一日就要开始新的学期了，好快，必须好好利用这段假期吧! ^^

考试惊慌?

昨晚凌晨一点才睡，四点就把自己从被窝拖出来了，就为了做好最后准备给今早的考试。一眨眼双眼就会酸一下，而且每次都持续好一阵子，很久没有这种感觉了。平时都有做练习，都有听课，但是心里就是一直感到害怕没信心，担心写错，顾虑用错，没完没了的担忧。唉，觉得今天这考试真的很烦人。战战兢兢地走进考场，细心地做，反复地检查，发觉到自己真的非常紧张。做着做着，心情渐渐平静下来。。。

“Students,you have 15 minutes left."。当我听到这的时候，哇，突然间紧张起来，因为以为是两个小时半的考试，前几个学期的都是这样，怎知这次改成两个小时，而我还剩下一整题还没做。头脑顿时空白，想到剩十五分钟，能做得了多少。不理啦，尽能力去写，以最快的速度，可是到最后还是没办法完成，而我又刚发觉到那部分好像做错了。算了啦，已经尽力了，现在是需要准备一个星期后的考试了。

生日快乐!

今天是爸爸的生日，自从上了大学以后，就不曾在正日和他庆祝了，因为每年的这个时候都是考试期间。刚打电话祝他生日快乐，也知道现在妈妈，哥哥还有阿嫂和他一起到外面用餐，到吉里望海边吃海鲜咯。还好上次和姐姐特地回去提早为他庆祝了，大概两个星期前，是有点过早了。至于礼物吧，这次考试的成绩单?哈哈，希望可以当成礼物吧。至于它的份量，就要看我这两个星期的努力了。刚才呆在学校到六点多，总算看透了大多数的东西。虽然对星期四的考试还不算了如指掌，可是算是这几天以来最有收获的一天，感觉蛮好的。回到我自己，可以不可以，就看今晚和明天了!准备好吧!

黯淡总比漆黑好..

刚冲完凉，哈，有够迟吧，但这不是我的习惯。今天，终于，真的是终于，对我将考的机械设计考试看到了就那么一丝丝的希望，对，就那么一丝丝，开始有了那么一点点的头绪。会不会觉得太迟了吧，考试的前几天才知道那么的一点点?会，是有些迟了，但是，还是有时间的。刚才去朋友家做一些温习和讨论，从他(哈哈，高兴吧，提到你了，xD)口中得知了一些事情：上个学期考这一科的学生，全都考不好。有的手上已经有47分的， 考出来的成绩，竟然可以是C(50-54分)???!!!!!哇，什么，大考拿不到十分?!?!而最好的只拿到B-(60-64分)。听了真的吓到了，真的有那么惨吗。而现在让我有点欣慰的是今天那好的开始，至少尝试了，也得到了那值得的画面，懂得怎么去应付某些题目。

三天，足够吗?本来还在担心着，但是看了昨天曼联那场精彩比赛的成绩，觉得没有什么是不可能的。上半场，曼联落后两球，看了这成绩，不禁失望叹气，心里想，怎么会丢了两球，看来没胜算了。怎知下半场过后差不多二十分钟，去看一看成绩，意想不到的，2比2!!重燃希望。过了不到五分钟，回去看，4比2，曼联竟然反超了对手!!不要以为完了，到了接近八十分钟，比分已经扩大到5比2，也就是比赛的总成绩。真的是看傻了眼，下半场上演短短二十分钟的进球风暴，带来了大逆转的胜利。那么，试问短短的三天，又能不能带来改变?我相信是可以的，所要担心的，就是担心自己不够努力。至少现在已不再漆黑，总算看到了黯淡的微光。