Mixed feelings..=_+

Today is already the last day of class for week 2 this semester..well..certain feelings do mix in my mind..by the way..this will be my 2nd english post..haha..

Mixed feelings..negative ones..down..tired..lazy..emo..this whole week..i never even woke up on time for class..if class at 9..woke up 8.30..if class at 8..woke up 7.30..by the time reached the lecture hall..already late around 15 to 30 mins..not that i didnt wanna wake up at time i supposed to..i didnt stay up late too..mostly around 12 i already on the bed..at least for this week..jz that i feel so tired..both mentally and physically..jz hope to sleep till anytime i want..lazy..this is only week 2..and guess what..i had already skipped few classes..firstly..pengajian malaysia..so sorry..boredom does really kill me in that kinda class..started with kesultanan melayu melaka thingy..omg..those are form 1 stuffs..secondly..fluid mechanics I..wonder why that professor keeps reading the slides even without missing a single word..anyhow..i'll try to attend these classes..try to cope with them..only have to for this semester..today..jz got loads of lecture notes and tutorials..and honestly..till now..already 2 weeks..i've no idea about certain subjects still..i think it's all enough..enough for now..this situation is gonna change soon..

So what about the positive ones..happy..relieved..looking forward something..feel relieved..cos finally it's weekend..dont have to force myself to wake up so early..should be able to have enough rest to replenish my energy..i also not sure my energy lost to where..relieved too cos finally got the lecture notes so that i can start studying and doing tutorials since much easier compared to staring the notes in my laptop..yea..i admit..the subjects i'm taking really freak me out by certain standard of difficulty..can be even no idea after listening to lecturer's explanation..but..there is always a but..i'll really put in more efforts this time..since i already missed my target last semester..there are a lot a lot more things to study compared to last time..but..i'm not afraid to face it..jz that..i want..or dont want..well..there is something i'm kinda looking forward to also..firstly..next friday..there will be a farewell gathering for my friend who will be going usm by the end of this month..can meet up with those sun yous once again..haha..it's always happy being with them..secondly..one of my australia friends is coming back this july..for around one month..well..can only meet up with him during weekends i guess..since i have no holidays that time..kinda long time never meet up with him already..but will never forget what we had done during my last year's three months holidays..haha..

yea..no photos for this post again..lol..will try to upload the 2 days 1 night malacca trip photos by these few days..jz give me some time..so..thats the end of week 2..week 3 coming soon..gonna be more hectic..well..face it with courage..^^